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It's been a while since I last posted.
Emotions were running up and down lately. I hope it'll end soon. At times, I wanna be alone while the remaining time I want some company but I'm not sure of it too. I questioned myself on what I want/hope. I wish I could run away from it all but that won't solve anything. Sometimes, I feel like shouting it out. Bottling it and soon it'll just explode without I, myself, knowing. I'm feeling the difficulty being at this time of my life but then again, this period holds lots of happy memories.
Yes, I'm grateful with what I have.
School has started and projects are rolling in with the first submission is next Thu. Plus it's worth 40%! I really gotta ace it.
- Mood:
sleepy
Timetable is out meaning school is starting very, very soon! Left a week of hols only. I've to work really hard for the next 3 sems. My gpa really sucks. Anw, I told my parents that I wanna do my degree at UWA. Surprisingly, both of them are fine with it as long as I bring home a cert. Nas, hopefully our plan will come true! :)
As you can see from my subject, I'm still in the shopping mood. I'm hoping to get a sandals and maxi dress. Speaking of maxi dress, my dear best friend finally got one that fits her. haha Hey, thanks to me okay! I brought luck! Okay, kidding! We were supposed to go to Henderson Waves but we were lost. Ended up at CIty Hall. John Little was having an awesome sale! haha I got a dress for myself.
I can't wait for shopping with my family this week! :)
Oh, my cousin is coming back on Sun! And before I forget, it's my grandfather's bday today! I pray that you'll always be blessed by Allah. Amin.
- Mood:
awake
Genting Highlands + KL = Play + Shop
A few more hrs I'll be boarding the bus to Genting Highlands! I'm so excited! I think I'm not gonna sleep so I'll be sleeping during the journey. haha I can't wait to have fun with my friends. Play, play, play! Shop, shop, shop! Time to spend my Hari Raya money! hahaha
Anw, today is my dearest Mummy's bday. She's 45 yrs old now. She is a super Mummy that's always there for me plus drive me arnd whenever I need her to.
Mummy, I love you!
I hope you like the presents that we bought for you! :)
- Mood:
ecstatic
We'll be praying for yr safety and wait for yr return.
Wah, I'm having mixed emotions now. Feeling happy and sad but I'm sure I'll enjoy myself to the max later! :)
Reciting the takbir at the mosque just now was heartwarming. I'm really gonna miss Ramadhan. I pray that Syawal will bring lots of happiness to my loved ones. Right now, I'm looking forward to Solat Raya later. My first time performing it at a mosque. It'll be a colourful sight with all the different colour suits!
I just chatted with my dear cousin. His bro aka my cousin is so sweet.
MSN nick: Syafiq S'pore boy MISSES YR LOVE ABANG!
I really can't wait to meet them all!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS!
Maaf Zahir dan Batin
- Mood: excited
I wish the ans can just surface now. I'm heading forward but not sure where. I'm pretty sure it's not gone but I'm having the feeling that the next is appearing. I wish for all of it to stop though sometimes I wonder what it'll be like. I kept asking myself what if I go against what I've said.
Many other impt matters are on my mind. Being at this age really sets me thinking. I pray that I'll make a right decision in achieving succes and happiness for all.
Not a girl, not yet a woman.
- Mood:
worried
I'm chatting with Nasri now. He has safely landed there. The weather there is arnd 15C and he'll get a chance to take a bullet train during his stay! I wanna go too! He'll be visiting the some of the landmarks such as Great Wall of China etc. I'm surprised that China's time is the same as SG.
Yest dept was an emotional one for us all. My eldest cousin that's in SMU might be gng Korea for 3 mths next yr for an exchange programme. It might be arnd the same time as my Vietnam ITP if I do get it.
All of us have grown up. Even my grandma is surprised by how fast time flies.
Family love is awesome! :)
- Mood:
grateful
Class chalet on Wednesday was awesome! I think it was the first bbq that I felt so full from. Kept eating & eating. I miss those bbq garlic and chicken! HAHA
Anw, I really can't wait for the Genting-KL trip! Will be doing the bookings soon. I wanna play & shop! Plus eat, eat, eat! HAHA I was suprised that my parents let me go since it's not a school trip. Just gng there with my friends to have fun! Mummy was even helping me out in the planning. No words can describe how thankful I am for everything they've done.
With the fasting mth here, I thought of many things that had happened in my 18 yrs of life and my future. My family and friends are my greatest treasure. My bro is my source of joy. The hse is so quiet w/o him arnd. I pray that he'll do well for his Os and come to SP! HAHA
I've plans lined up for the upcoming week. I'm looking forward to baking kuih raya with my cousins on Mon. It'll be fun! In 2 weeks time, it'll be Hari Raya. Time flies really fast.
I'm gng off to Johor later. Seri is gng too. Maybe I'll bump into her. HAHA Miss that superstar of mine. Wait, I miss all my superstars! :)
And I'm gonna miss my cousin who's off to China later at night. Thinking of that made me think of my Vietnam ITP. I'll be away for 32 days if I do get it. One whole mth but I'm sure it'll be worth the experience.
- Mood:
calm
School's out!
Exams finally ended today with the last paper is Business Law. All the papers are generally fine. All I need to do now is to just wait for the results.
It's the 12th day of fasting today. I've not missed any so far! HAHA
Last Sat, had a family gathering at Grandma's hse cum doa selamat for my dear cousin, Nasri. He's flying off this Sat. I hope I'll be able to send him off as Dad plans to go JB to service the car since that's the only day he's free.
Anw, I have class chalet tmrw! I'm looking forward to it plus Genting-KL trip with my friends. Many planning to be done!
Now that exams are over, it's time to do my admin work which I've let it decayed for dunno how long. HAHA
Time to get cracking!
- Mood:
bouncy
Hang in there, Liyana. Few more projects left then it'll be exams and finally hols.
I'm exhausted now. I'm really am but I know I'll make it through.
Bro is down with H1N1. I've no idea how he caught it. I'm praying that he'll be alright and no one will get infected next.
Fasting mth is just a few weeks away. I'm really looking forward to it but at the same feeling sad that my cousin won't be here for Hari Raya.
It's 3:01am now. I better sleep. Reports are waiting for me later.
Before that, I guess what I felt is still the same. It's been on for a long time and my reaction is still the same. However, I believe it'll change.
- Mood: exhausted
Flea at Tanglin with my superstars was great! Izzah cldn't make it though as she has a Silat event. We met up with her before her Silat event to pass her bday gifts. It's her bday tmrw! She'll be freaking old! HAHA I made it sound as if I'm so much younger than her.
Speaking of Silat, I miss trainings so much! I really, really do. I'm gng bonkers with all the projects! 3 presentations and a report to hand in this coming week.
I want holidays now.
- Mood: tired
The weather is hot but I'm down with flu. -_-
I just came back from Johor. I shld be sleeping now but many things are on my mind.
My schedule is packed!
Week 15: HRM, PIET reports & FMA CA2 test & RWPS presentation
Week 16: HRM, PIET, GEMS presentation & RWPS report
Week 17: RWPS report & FEB report cum presentation
Week 18: RWPS presentation & FEB CA3 test
1 week of study break then exams! 3 papers to sit for this time.
25 aug- HRM
31 aug- FMA
1 sep- BLAW
All of which constitue 50% of my overall marks. If I screw it up, there goes my grade.
HOHOHO
- Mood:
cranky
He'll be gone for 43 days to China. Hari Raya will be spent there. I'm alr starting to miss him. Hari Raya won't feel the same this yr with one cousin missing. No one to quarrel with.
- Mood:
sad
It's the 4th week of school now. Next week will be a roller coaster week. With August approaching, the thoughts of semestral exams is in my mind. I wonder when the school will release the timetable. Anw, fasting mth is coming up too! I can't wait! My dear cousin will be gng China (most prob) for 6-7 weeks for his ITP. He won't be here for Hari Raya. I'm really gonna miss him, no doubt abt it. I found out just now that most of the IBT students will be having their ITP at Vietnam during the yr end break for 6-7 weeks. I can't imagine being away from home for that long. I'll be really homesick. Maybe I shld ask Mummy to fly over to vist me tgt wit Bro. HAHA
All that aside, I'm looking forward to Friday & Saturday!
Careen is coming back to SG tmrw. The girls and I plan to meet her on Friday. I miss that chubby classmate of mine! HAHA I wonder if her accent has changed. I can't wait to meet the rest of the girls too. :)
Sat will be a family day. Mummy has some plans. Most prob, we'll be gng Johor. Go Johor = eat, eat, eat!
HAHAHAHA I want Secret Recipe cakes!!!
I caught Harry Potter last Sat with Elisha, Habibah & Mas. The movie was alright. I was expecting more fighting actually. Oh well, the Quidditich part was still the best ever for all the movies. I can't wait for the final chp part A of the whole series next yr!
- Mood: sleepy
Sometimes, I wonder if any understand how I'm feeling, what I'm gng thru and what do I want. Does that many yrs have little understanding only? I wonder..
- Mood:
indifferent
There are many things I wld like to let out but not the time yet. I did some thinking over different issues in my life for the past few weeks. Right now, I'm pretty tight-up with school. Gotta do well for my exams and projects.
- Mood:
good
Yesterday was FUN! I went for a mly musical with my cousins. It was my first time watching a mly play. I had lots of laughter during the musical. Suhailah & I had lots of comments. HAHA
I went to meet my Superstars next to celebrate my belated bday. I had dinner with them at Pastamania tgt with Suhailah too. The whole dinner cracked me up thanks to Seri & Suhailah! HAHA Bdk beatty.
Thanks Superstars for the gift & everything! I'm really grateful to have you girls in my life. You girls are truly awesome. I enjoyed every moment that we spent tgt & I'm looking forward for more! No more macaroni, laughters & gossips on Sundays but that won't stop our friendship from growing right? Many, many, many yrs of great frienship to come!
LOVE YOU GIRLS!!! :)
- Mood: content
I had a wonderful day yest. I was all smiling. The surprise I had from my friends was great! I really didn't expect it from them. All this while I've heard ppl singing a Bday song for their friends at school FC. Yest, I experienced it. It was kinda embarassing but really memorable. They're all so sweet. Thanks guys! :)
I met my parents after that. I did some shopping with Mummy while Abah met us for lunch. Mummy bought for me a cake after that. I've yet to cut the cake actually; had no time yest. Right now, I'm waiting for my Bro to be back home from his seminar. I still wanna do more shopping! HAHA
Towards the end of my Bday, I did some thinking. Reflecting on what had happened for the past 18yrs. From family to friends, I'm really grateful to have them all. Love you all! :)
- Mood: grateful
MST is finally over! The papers are alright though not that confident for FMA. I really don't like numbers.
Anw, went to catch Transformers with Mas. The movie was great; love all the actions!
We sneak in BK into the cinema. HAHA I need to buy a bigger bag so that can put more fd.
We checked out the sales after that but wasn't that interesting; did some shopping though. Managed to shop at Bugis St in just an hr. HAHA Right now, I'm deciding on which Adidas bag I shld get. Hmm, shall wait for my shopping trip with Mummy.
Have a gd weekend ppl! :)
- Mood: bouncy
I slept for 12hrs & I'm feeling much better today. Hopefully, it'll stay that way. I really hope I'll recover soon since exams is next week. I've to brush up my FMA & PIET.
I've been on mood swings lately for no reason. Mas called me crazy! HAHA I think it's due to my fever but I'm glad I let some things out. It feels great.
Anw, I read an email that Ust Natasha sent to me.
A phrase caught my attention:
One of the best things to hold onto in this world is a friend
That is so true. I miss all my friends.
- Mood: relaxed
