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My awesome family! I'm thankful & grateful to them for all that they have done for me. Holiday in Europe and England was awesome. My dream of stepping into Old Trafford came true. Till now, I can't believe that I've actually went there. I'm gonna be a stronger daughter and sister.
My cousin is married now! Unbelievable! hahaha I'm happy for him and Kak Dayah is a nice sister. Faster get kids soon!
My wonderful cousins! Fun, fun, fun whenever I'm with them. We've grown up but still childish. hahaha They are my loves!
Superstars! What's more to say abt them? I think the whole world knows how much I cherished them. haha Love you girls! :)
Malaysia's trip and surprise bday from my poly mates. A very, very, noisy grp of friends but hey, they're really fun to be with but "F" word can be heard every few seconds. hahaha
I miss my girlfriends so much. All in different school with different activities making it difficult for all of us to meet but I'm glad that we're still able to find time to hang out. I will never forget our secondary school days. :)
For myself, a yr will be gone soon. So much had happened, so much to learn from it. A yr of experience has been gained.
GOODBYE 2009, HELLO 2010!
Hey, it's the World Cup next yr! :)
- Mood:
nostalgic
It's Monday. School starts next week.
I better start on my tutorials and revision soon. It's gonna be a hetic term. Time will fly very fast.
School reminds me of my upcoming ITP. March will come really soon. 6 weeks in Vietnam. Will I do well? I'm beginning to miss my family and friends. Now I wish that I'll be doing my ITP in SG but I know this chance doesn't come often. I really gotta cherish every moment.
Superstars, I wanna meet you every week! Esp you, Best Friend! :)
Holiday in England, Germany and Austria was awesome! I wld want to go to London again to shop! The currency is high but things are cheap. Awesome right? haha My dad plan to go Korea next yr. Mummy and I are fine with it. Esp me, of course! haha Uploading photos onto FB now and it's killing me! I think FB doesn't like me.
2009 is ending soon. There's so much to write abt 2009. I don't know where to start.
Writing down my thoughts while having a cool drink wld be nice.
I hope to do it!
- Mood:
confused
Last paper tmrw and it's PSCM! I wldn't say the past 3 papers were gd. Disappointed in myself for those careless mistakes that I did. It's all over. Learn from it.
I'm flying off to Manchester tmrw! Now I'm starting to feel excited but the 13hrs journey is killing me.
I can't believe I'm gng Old Trafford. A place that I cld only dream of in the past. I really thanked my parents for it. It means so much to be able to go there. Alex Ferguson, I'm coming!!! HAHAHAHA
So I'll be away for 11 days. Discovering England, Germany and Austria. Thinking abt the trip made me think of my attachment. 6 weeks away in Vietnam. I'm starting to miss everyone.
Superstars, I miss you girls lots! Hopefully, we'll be able to meet after I come back from my holiday! :)
- Mood:
good
Adilla just sent me a text which was so random but touching. haha Thanks sayang!
- Mood:
touched
5-6 weeks away in Vietnam. Now that I've been selected, I kinda regret it as I'll be away from my family and friends. But I'm sure it'll be worth it right? There'll be a briefing on Wed so I shall wait for the details.
Cos of that, I gotta discuss with my seniors and coach regarding my Silat since I'll be away for a long period and won't be able to train for IVP. Shld I still go for regu with the short amt time I have to train? Plus I have to work tgt with 2 other memebers. I'm worried I might drag the team down and I'm not that confident that I'll be able to perform well. Oh crap, what am I suppose to do? I seriously questioned my passion. Big issue.
Enough abt that. MSTs is in a week's time and am I prepared? NO.
I'm so freaking dead. Though it's a few chps and the weightage is about 10%, I'm still dead. I really hope I'll be able to finish my report by Mon so that I can concentrate on the exams. Why is UCCD report killing me?!
- Mood:
annoyed
UCCD report is driving me crazy. I've been sleeping at 3am lately. I've yet to prepare for MSTs. I'm really beginning to freak out.
My Vietnam's OITP result is still not out making me nervous each time there are new emails. Rumours has it that it'll be out tmrw. Shall just wait for it.
I made a promise with Adilla to join Regu for next yr's IVP but I gotta discuss with the seniors and Coach first since I won't be coming for the training camp and selections will be done then. I have to really think it through before making a final decision. I hope I'll make the right one.
As for now, I gotta keep the momentum going. And take care ppl!
- Mood:
drained
It's been a while since I last posted.
Emotions were running up and down lately. I hope it'll end soon. At times, I wanna be alone while the remaining time I want some company but I'm not sure of it too. I questioned myself on what I want/hope. I wish I could run away from it all but that won't solve anything. Sometimes, I feel like shouting it out. Bottling it and soon it'll just explode without I, myself, knowing. I'm feeling the difficulty being at this time of my life but then again, this period holds lots of happy memories.
Yes, I'm grateful with what I have.
School has started and projects are rolling in with the first submission is next Thu. Plus it's worth 40%! I really gotta ace it.
- Mood: sleepy
Timetable is out meaning school is starting very, very soon! Left a week of hols only. I've to work really hard for the next 3 sems. My gpa really sucks. Anw, I told my parents that I wanna do my degree at UWA. Surprisingly, both of them are fine with it as long as I bring home a cert. Nas, hopefully our plan will come true! :)
As you can see from my subject, I'm still in the shopping mood. I'm hoping to get a sandals and maxi dress. Speaking of maxi dress, my dear best friend finally got one that fits her. haha Hey, thanks to me okay! I brought luck! Okay, kidding! We were supposed to go to Henderson Waves but we were lost. Ended up at CIty Hall. John Little was having an awesome sale! haha I got a dress for myself.
I can't wait for shopping with my family this week! :)
Oh, my cousin is coming back on Sun! And before I forget, it's my grandfather's bday today! I pray that you'll always be blessed by Allah. Amin.
- Mood:
awake
Genting Highlands + KL = Play + Shop
A few more hrs I'll be boarding the bus to Genting Highlands! I'm so excited! I think I'm not gonna sleep so I'll be sleeping during the journey. haha I can't wait to have fun with my friends. Play, play, play! Shop, shop, shop! Time to spend my Hari Raya money! hahaha
Anw, today is my dearest Mummy's bday. She's 45 yrs old now. She is a super Mummy that's always there for me plus drive me arnd whenever I need her to.
Mummy, I love you!
I hope you like the presents that we bought for you! :)
- Mood:
ecstatic
We'll be praying for yr safety and wait for yr return.
Wah, I'm having mixed emotions now. Feeling happy and sad but I'm sure I'll enjoy myself to the max later! :)
Reciting the takbir at the mosque just now was heartwarming. I'm really gonna miss Ramadhan. I pray that Syawal will bring lots of happiness to my loved ones. Right now, I'm looking forward to Solat Raya later. My first time performing it at a mosque. It'll be a colourful sight with all the different colour suits!
I just chatted with my dear cousin. His bro aka my cousin is so sweet.
MSN nick: Syafiq S'pore boy MISSES YR LOVE ABANG!
I really can't wait to meet them all!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS!
Maaf Zahir dan Batin
- Mood: excited
I wish the ans can just surface now. I'm heading forward but not sure where. I'm pretty sure it's not gone but I'm having the feeling that the next is appearing. I wish for all of it to stop though sometimes I wonder what it'll be like. I kept asking myself what if I go against what I've said.
Many other impt matters are on my mind. Being at this age really sets me thinking. I pray that I'll make a right decision in achieving succes and happiness for all.
Not a girl, not yet a woman.
- Mood:
worried
I'm chatting with Nasri now. He has safely landed there. The weather there is arnd 15C and he'll get a chance to take a bullet train during his stay! I wanna go too! He'll be visiting the some of the landmarks such as Great Wall of China etc. I'm surprised that China's time is the same as SG.
Yest dept was an emotional one for us all. My eldest cousin that's in SMU might be gng Korea for 3 mths next yr for an exchange programme. It might be arnd the same time as my Vietnam ITP if I do get it.
All of us have grown up. Even my grandma is surprised by how fast time flies.
Family love is awesome! :)
- Mood:
grateful
Class chalet on Wednesday was awesome! I think it was the first bbq that I felt so full from. Kept eating & eating. I miss those bbq garlic and chicken! HAHA
Anw, I really can't wait for the Genting-KL trip! Will be doing the bookings soon. I wanna play & shop! Plus eat, eat, eat! HAHA I was suprised that my parents let me go since it's not a school trip. Just gng there with my friends to have fun! Mummy was even helping me out in the planning. No words can describe how thankful I am for everything they've done.
With the fasting mth here, I thought of many things that had happened in my 18 yrs of life and my future. My family and friends are my greatest treasure. My bro is my source of joy. The hse is so quiet w/o him arnd. I pray that he'll do well for his Os and come to SP! HAHA
I've plans lined up for the upcoming week. I'm looking forward to baking kuih raya with my cousins on Mon. It'll be fun! In 2 weeks time, it'll be Hari Raya. Time flies really fast.
I'm gng off to Johor later. Seri is gng too. Maybe I'll bump into her. HAHA Miss that superstar of mine. Wait, I miss all my superstars! :)
And I'm gonna miss my cousin who's off to China later at night. Thinking of that made me think of my Vietnam ITP. I'll be away for 32 days if I do get it. One whole mth but I'm sure it'll be worth the experience.
- Mood:
calm
School's out!
Exams finally ended today with the last paper is Business Law. All the papers are generally fine. All I need to do now is to just wait for the results.
It's the 12th day of fasting today. I've not missed any so far! HAHA
Last Sat, had a family gathering at Grandma's hse cum doa selamat for my dear cousin, Nasri. He's flying off this Sat. I hope I'll be able to send him off as Dad plans to go JB to service the car since that's the only day he's free.
Anw, I have class chalet tmrw! I'm looking forward to it plus Genting-KL trip with my friends. Many planning to be done!
Now that exams are over, it's time to do my admin work which I've let it decayed for dunno how long. HAHA
Time to get cracking!
- Mood:
bouncy
Hang in there, Liyana. Few more projects left then it'll be exams and finally hols.
I'm exhausted now. I'm really am but I know I'll make it through.
Bro is down with H1N1. I've no idea how he caught it. I'm praying that he'll be alright and no one will get infected next.
Fasting mth is just a few weeks away. I'm really looking forward to it but at the same feeling sad that my cousin won't be here for Hari Raya.
It's 3:01am now. I better sleep. Reports are waiting for me later.
Before that, I guess what I felt is still the same. It's been on for a long time and my reaction is still the same. However, I believe it'll change.
- Mood: exhausted
Flea at Tanglin with my superstars was great! Izzah cldn't make it though as she has a Silat event. We met up with her before her Silat event to pass her bday gifts. It's her bday tmrw! She'll be freaking old! HAHA I made it sound as if I'm so much younger than her.
Speaking of Silat, I miss trainings so much! I really, really do. I'm gng bonkers with all the projects! 3 presentations and a report to hand in this coming week.
I want holidays now.
- Mood: tired
The weather is hot but I'm down with flu. -_-
I just came back from Johor. I shld be sleeping now but many things are on my mind.
My schedule is packed!
Week 15: HRM, PIET reports & FMA CA2 test & RWPS presentation
Week 16: HRM, PIET, GEMS presentation & RWPS report
Week 17: RWPS report & FEB report cum presentation
Week 18: RWPS presentation & FEB CA3 test
1 week of study break then exams! 3 papers to sit for this time.
25 aug- HRM
31 aug- FMA
1 sep- BLAW
All of which constitue 50% of my overall marks. If I screw it up, there goes my grade.
HOHOHO
- Mood:
cranky
He'll be gone for 43 days to China. Hari Raya will be spent there. I'm alr starting to miss him. Hari Raya won't feel the same this yr with one cousin missing. No one to quarrel with.
- Mood:
sad
It's the 4th week of school now. Next week will be a roller coaster week. With August approaching, the thoughts of semestral exams is in my mind. I wonder when the school will release the timetable. Anw, fasting mth is coming up too! I can't wait! My dear cousin will be gng China (most prob) for 6-7 weeks for his ITP. He won't be here for Hari Raya. I'm really gonna miss him, no doubt abt it. I found out just now that most of the IBT students will be having their ITP at Vietnam during the yr end break for 6-7 weeks. I can't imagine being away from home for that long. I'll be really homesick. Maybe I shld ask Mummy to fly over to vist me tgt wit Bro. HAHA
All that aside, I'm looking forward to Friday & Saturday!
Careen is coming back to SG tmrw. The girls and I plan to meet her on Friday. I miss that chubby classmate of mine! HAHA I wonder if her accent has changed. I can't wait to meet the rest of the girls too. :)
Sat will be a family day. Mummy has some plans. Most prob, we'll be gng Johor. Go Johor = eat, eat, eat!
HAHAHAHA I want Secret Recipe cakes!!!
I caught Harry Potter last Sat with Elisha, Habibah & Mas. The movie was alright. I was expecting more fighting actually. Oh well, the Quidditich part was still the best ever for all the movies. I can't wait for the final chp part A of the whole series next yr!
- Mood: sleepy
